Écrit

The barrier

2009-08-03T20:41:00.002+08:00

Empty spaces leave more room to grow.

Hi, my name is Migraine the irritating one in your head.
I luv going in to Lyx's head cuz there's so much things to play with!
Nevertheless, i'm the time bomb in her head.
I luv making her brain not functioned properly, i luv jumping around!
I luv living in her head for days, who cares if there's no food in there?
I suck all her brain cells to survive, survival.
Oh well, i'm going to stick with her at least for now!

Lyx says fuck you upsidedown.

Every heartbeat

2009-07-31T21:21:00.003+08:00

We keep trying but things don't change.
We're taking back every steps we take, never look back.
Tgif, school->training->tuition.
Tell me how tiring my day was today? Hmm..
I guess i ate alot of dinners today.
Cherlene says "Self-realization is good!" to me, ofcuz haha!

Your words are just hard to swallow.

I don't see why

2009-07-30T20:58:00.000+08:00

But where does the sky meets the sea?

Deeper

2009-07-27T22:23:00.001+08:00

Bobo wants one (L) one day.

You, and me

2009-07-26T22:00:00.004+08:00

Bishan to collect stuff, Jp for dinner.
I'm in luv with Voodoo doll!
Yep, gonna get one for myself soon, got my target!
I couldn't provide you with the answers you've been searching for.
No matter how hard i tried, it slips right through my hand.
Tell me is this what you're looking for?
Stop.

I quit

2009-07-25T23:45:00.001+08:00

We forget how to answer. We often don’t know what to say when the right question comes along, & that right moment passes us by, & we find ourselves a little farther apart instead of a little closer together.
So we are left with words caught between our teeth or in the gray folds behind our eyes and we are left alone with our “What ifs?”
This is what we are left with, i'm used to it.
That's what i've been convincing myself with.

Eclipse

2009-07-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

Busy days starting from tomorrow onwards.
Friday to Sunday roadshow, hope it's going to be fun!
Hmm, maple seems to be very addictive..
Anyway, aiming A for SS. Marcus u wait! (:
Just one after another, and another, and another..
Is there a U-turn!

Yellow card

2009-07-19T12:44:00.005+08:00

In the bliss of new realization..
I'm very addicted to pool now.
Hmm Wenbin's sucha joker yesterday.
2nd attempt of stealing forks and spoons yesterday, succeeded.
;D
$68 ring -> $3.80 ring. Cool anot? Haha.
I want to play pool now!!
Or maybe i should start studying now..

Unstoppable

2009-07-17T23:43:00.001+08:00

Preventing and treating migraine headaches, however, can be done effectively with a wide range of both over the counter and prescription drugs. The exact causes of migraine headaches are still something of a mystery in the medical community, but it is widely held that serotonin levels in the brain play a significant role in the formation of migraine headaches. Low serotonin levels can frequently lead to a migraine headache episode.

A migraine headache can oftentimes be accompanied by an "aura." An aura occurs when a classic migraine headache begins to develop. In a classic migraine attack, the sufferer may experience changes in vision, such as strange colors or spots that develop. Tenderness in the scalp is another sign of an oncoming migraine headache. Alterations in mood can also occur, such as depression or irritability. These subtle symptoms can manifest as early as a day before the episode. The following migraine headaches usually come about with a high degree of intensity, but do not last long.

Common migraine headaches take longer to develop, and last longer than classic migraines. This can be seriously debilitating, and can make daily functioning difficult. Luckily, there are many medications out there that can both reduce pain and help to prevent the onset of migraines. Sleep and plenty of fluids are very important in helping to prevent the onset of migraine headaches. During an attack, go to a quiet and dimly lit area. Use a cold compress to reduce the tension, and massage the scalp with a fair amount of pressure. Emotional and physical stress are known to play a role in migraine development.

Some foods are also believed to play a significant role in migraine development.
Physicians recommend, for example, that sufferers consider avoiding red wine altogether. Canned and processed meat can also attribute to migraine episodes. Causes of migraine headaches can also include excess amounts of caffeine, aged cheese, or cultured dairy products. Chronic migraine episodes are reason to see a doctor or specialist about the potential causes.

Hmm, for 3days i've been experiencing this migraine headache...

Wrong when you're gone

2009-07-15T20:57:00.009+08:00

Forever makes a better substitute. Opposites can be so similar.
Irony plays with your mind. Permanent things never last too long.

Lunch at Pizzahut today with H&J.
Talked bout alot of things, & seriously something pissed me off, badly.
Why don't you kindly shut the fuck up & just fuck the damn wall?
I used the word kindly.
Look who's talking huh, we ain't tolerating your bullshits.
Stop treating everyone around you like dogs & puppets.
Oh, are you jealous that we are more sociable than you?
Ah, not worth our time.
Tyvm Jqy for everything hehehe.

Anyway, i think H&J had a great & fun time messing up my hair in the toilet.
Am i right? HAHA.
Nbh says that my homework for today : Is to be happy!

Rooftops

2009-07-14T20:48:00.003+08:00

Imagine not understanding how that happened. Imagine not caring how it happened.
Imagine not caring, imagine only caring for the result, not what/how got you there.
As it still searching for an answer..
But why am i thinking too much that i feel my head is getting heavier?
Why do i feel this way?
Why do i feel so lost?

Meddle

2009-07-13T20:27:00.006+08:00

Virus all around me.
Virus are all attacking me, terribly.
Am down with flu, sore throat & fever, but am still gg to school tmrw.
Blame the timetable that there's Amaths, Maths & others impt subjects.
No, don't expect me to wear mask. I swear it's not Influenza A.
I'll be fucking missing trng tomorrow. ZZZ
Guess i've been visiting polyclinics & medical center too often.
;(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
& i realized the people who last went out with me fell sick too. Eg. Lenghock & Jj.
Am i the one who's spreading the virus or what? -.-

Raindance

2009-07-12T18:11:00.007+08:00

As unreal as this future seems, but definitely gonna runaway to places we both do not know.
Irony?
Met Kevin just now for chatting session, or rather reminiscence our primary school life.
Hey, you know you can't freak me out with that ballzxc :D
Am not going to school tmrw, who wanna accompany me to go JMC?
Hehehe, fine i know no souls would do such dumb thing.
Currently affected with this flu and cough virus, plz stay away from me.
Tyvm, -shows -.- face.
Alright, i'm getting hungry! I'm always hungry..

MARCUS!!
Nb is not a person, it's a vocab spelled as nabei.

You found me

2009-07-11T22:52:00.007+08:00

I'm learning how to play pool by personal trainer!!

I will not fall but i'll rise,
& what do you have to show, nothing.

Spells what the ketoot!(inside joke)

Lyx sends you a (E) says:
*Eat wrng medicine ah
*._.
Marcus. says:
*no
Lyx sends you a (E) says:
*hahahhha
Marcus. says:
*wake up from wrong side of the bed
*LOL
Lyx sends you a (E) says:
*LOL!
*Wtffffffffffffffff.

Me so want to travel now, so hungry so tired so sick..
So... 74-75
Kz haha no link.

Let up

2009-07-10T23:01:00.003+08:00

TODAY NO SALES NEVERMIND,
I STILL KENA CHASED BY BANGLA, FUCK.
PHOBIA ALRD LA, HOW?!

Why do i feel so empty inside?
Is it just me, or both?

All at once

2009-07-09T21:12:00.005+08:00

Marcus and I agreed to roam around the world together!
The amazing colors and thoughts.
You can travel the world a hundred times over & still not have seen it all.
I want to travel to the stark places of the earth.
A wish, a dream, a hope. An unfulfilled need.
To see new places rolling or rocky hills.
Azure seas & misty mounts.
Bustling markets & endless desert.
To see what i've never seen, to hear new tongues.
Unfamiliar to the ear, to tread new paths.
Independent and free!

Promise ah Marcus!

Beneath us

2009-07-08T21:52:00.001+08:00

Facebook says,

Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously.

Your Love

You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.

Your birthday on the 31st of the month suggests that you are a good organizer and manager, an energetic and dependable worker; attributes often showing success in the business world. Serious and sincere, you have the patience and determination necessary to accomplish a great deal. Your approach can be original, but often rigid and stubborn. Sensitivity may be present, but feeling are likely to be repressed. You are good with detail and insist on accuracy, but at times scatter energies. Practical thinker, but not without imagination. You love travel and dont like to live alone. You should probably marry early, for responsibility is necessary for your stability.

Bobo sent me sunshine smile just now!!!

Hold back

2009-07-08T21:00:00.003+08:00

The wind carried those last words away.

"Time isn't an excuse, nor is it a rhyme.
It isn't a calender, nor is it a watch.
It's not a period where we fill with activity.
It's a responsibility that all of us must take."

Who the fuck is he to command me to look for him, & gets angry when i don't?
This world's filled with fuckers, holyshitass.
Was really pissed off after receiving the calls & the messages today.
Fine, whatever.
New seating arrangement, why am i always placed right at the corner of the back near the door?
So irritating! Everything is irritating me, i feel irritated.
Time to start your revision lyx, revise or die.
Wtffffffffffffffff, am seriously suffering from insomnia...

Erase

2009-07-05T23:10:00.003+08:00

Met ST for dinner again today, LJS.
It's our first time that we didn't finished up our meal, bravo.
Arcade again, as usual. Daytona, Hockey were our top listed games.
We tailed a couple of male bangla who's happily holding hands in the public.
Somehow they suspected we're tailing them, hmmmm.
Evidence at the bottom!
There's tuition for me tomorrow morning 11am.
230 for eye appointment, steamboat with probably ST again and Yht.
I've not had enough fun yet, hmm.
Me left 15cents home, while ST left 35cents home.
W-o-w.

Can’t you think of any, not even maybe one?
I don't really blame you, cuz now they are gone..
You have the courage in you, but you're afraid to speak.
Sometimes i thought you'd be better off without me.
& wished that i'd never been part of yours.
Now we're turning into someone else, someone we both do not know.
What else can i say?
We're full of regrets now.. But please be strong my friend.

Fantasy

2009-07-05T12:37:00.003+08:00

I fucking starved for 10hours yesterday.
I survived with a bottle of drink, nothing else.
Work finished at 10pm, met ST again for our late dinner.
I embarrassed myself yesterday, wtf..
Home midnight, & lotsa thing run through my mind.
I guess i’ll never know what’s been missing.
You can come straight right to the point, just tell me what you wanna know.
What am i thinking? I've no idea that's what i can tell you.
There's something you can do for me, there's always something..
There’s a big emptiness, something i can’t find.
I know it’s somewhere.

WHY IS IT THAT MY EYES ARE STILL NOT OKAY?
Apology.

Daydreaming

2009-07-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

Back not long ago from work & supper with Shantan.
I think i'm becoming some kinda vampire or owl.
Who sleeps in the day & do whatever at night.
Holycow.
Bzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Mao! Where are you! Listening ears, quick!
T______T

Time stands still

2009-07-01T21:55:00.001+08:00

I'M.GOING.TO.SCHOOL.BLINDED.TOMORROW.
I.CAN'T.SEE.YOU.
I.SEE.NOTHING.BUT.SHIT.

Permanent

2009-06-30T17:33:00.005+08:00

That didn't rhyme.
I'm not trying to rhyme anymore.

Went home during recess time today.
Why, cuz of my bloodyred eye. If you've seen Jes's expression when the moment she saw my eye, as big as (O.O)! Hhaha whatever.
I think i keep dozing off today in the ComLab while doing my coursework.
JPC again to get my Antibiotic eye drop, & i think i freaked the doctor out.
Appointment next week for check up, shit x1000.
Jp Pizzahut with Jqy, Mjh & Tlb.
I swear we were the loudest in the Pizzahut, Mjh is not sexy!
We ate air more than what we had in Pizzahut, & the cheese!!
Shantan! You lucky ah today! >;@
They came over my house & my Ruoqi freaked them out.
What they did in the lift's friggin hilarious, right Jqy!
So i concluded that, Ruoqi is fierce! Beware huh.
I've got MC for tomorrow, are you jealous?
(:

Verses of now

2009-06-29T21:43:00.005+08:00

What if you just blocked out the pain, but only for it to come another day?
Feel trapped..
Unusual, stop thinking.
I need to get some sleep, now.

Done pretending

2009-06-28T12:43:00.007+08:00

It's a broken string, let it go.
The memories you're clinging to aren't worth the guilt you feel.
Find someone else to lament, the past is gone.
One day we'll wake up from this.
You'll forget it soon, i know you will.
& i know we're turning into dust, we're running out of words.
This won't be the last message, you know everything takes time.
:)..

Edited/
Met Shantan in the evening just now.
Am feeling very lost now, vexed.
I'm staying up till morning, perhaps to reflect on myself.
Anyway, hope you recover soon Mao.
& thankyou.

Assurance?

"I forgive you because it's not me you want forgiveness from. You just want to know it's all right so you can forgive yourself."

Miss invisible

2009-06-26T23:04:00.008+08:00

Pictures today + few days ago.

Training today was slack.
Meet Shantan in the afternoon for 'supposed work'.
Ended up having our 'Tea-break/High-tea' @Pizza hut.
Arcade for Daytona & stared at some professional DDR 'dancers'.
Srsly made my eyes go O.O wow?
Saw many familiar faces! Haven seen some for almost 2years.
Went to the park(whatever you called that) beside Safra to slack.
The place we settled down srsly freaked me & Shantan out.
Almost screaming for help, so creepy!!
Jqy came over to find us for a little bitzy wizy bit, & we went off to Fairprice.
SHANTAN MADE ME STEP ON SOME INDIAN GUY'S LEG, & STILL LAUGHING OUT LOUD AT ONE CORNER!!

Shantan's Logic:
Go arcade play games; Arcade play people.
Very sian; Go toilet!
Idolize someone; Take number from him/her.
There's alot more, can't remember ah!!

AYG preview tomorrow afternoon....

Risky

2009-06-26T14:43:00.002+08:00

PDA - Polytechnic Direct Admission.
DPA - Despo Polytechnic Assholes.
Update when i'm back from work.

End of time

2009-06-24T22:50:00.003+08:00

Met Shantan for surveys thingy in the evening.
'Lunch' at Ljs, it was like eating in the freezer like srsly.
We were very despo to find uncles to do the survey like srsly.
Walked around & feel like a dumbass like srsly.
Went to Bakerzin & wanted to buy a Takeaway Cheesecake w/ no forks.
So despo till we went to Cheers, & ME stealing the forks like srsly.
Laughing away like some madcows like srsly.
Went back to Bakerzin & no more cheesecakes left, pissed like srsly!
Bought Mc cafe's cheesecake instead & went over to place around the neightbourhood to eat.
Full like srsly, dumb like srsly, tired like srsly.

Shantan was doing something very funny..
Me: What are you doing.
Shantan: Huh? Me?
Me: Yea, what happened to your cake?
Shantan: My cheesecake 跌倒.
..........................................................................

WHY DO I ALWAYS SNEEZE WHEN I GOT BACK HOME?!
And my blog is getting more wordy, sucka.

Dancefloor

2009-06-23T23:56:00.005+08:00

I am not Elizabeth
I am not Elizabeth
I am not Elizabeth.
I did lotsa stupid things today, freakin made me l-o-l.
Esp with that bus thing with Shandy, SUPER IRRITATING.
My head is trying very hard to pump 'tikiness'.
SIGH!
WHY IS MY HOLIDAYS SO PACKED?!?!
I always turn in after 1130pm, that's so rare of me T.T
& i find it hard to even lay my fingers on my keyboard now!
Bang bang bang, i need more tikiness Maomao!
;(((((((((((((((

Naive

2009-06-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

Talk to me with your empty thoughtful yet hopeless words.
Lastmin work today, w/ AlvinBBM & Lenghock.
Srsly very fucked up with myself, zzzzzzz.
Did the rest of the blocks with Jason, i swear i'll never drink any
indian's drink or whatever. The orangejuice they gave us CMI.
But indians are always more friendlier than the chinese.
Went off to Westcoast to have our supper, The Cheese Prata.
Tuition & work tomorrowwwwwwwww.

Brainwash me

2009-06-20T00:15:00.003+08:00

*Jp with Yht, Mjh, Clarice, Rach.
*Lunch @ Kopitiam.
*Jp library for homeworks.
*Did not get my homeworks done.
*Was told to leave the library due to...
*Jp to walk & play with accessories.
*Ji De Chi for Mango Puree with Yht, Mjh & Seahsiewhoon.
*Work with Ssh, supper with JonNg & Benjamin. 40cents for 2PRATA?!!
*Stand by the road for minutes.
*Camwhore & home.

Bubbles bubbles

2009-06-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

Bubbles, what comes to mind?
Time-consumer, childhood memories
Is that all?
I think bubbles represents us.
Wonder who spin my head right round?
Been headaching since morning, suspecting pamperyan.
Must be, it must be.
Time passes so quickly today, an off-work day for me!

Listen to the waves

2009-06-16T16:30:00.005+08:00

QIAN BIAN FACES!!

Pictures for yesterday.
Not many pictures taken cuz was busy playing whole day till we finally
settled down for our dinner @Pizzahut.
My eyes srsly looked terrihorrible yesterday, nearly killed me.
Didn't attend training this morning.
Jurong Polyclinic in the early afternoon with Jqy.
There's work later(!) Hmmmmmmmmm..
Days without contact lens = goner.
Anyway GOH can feed himself!

Lately

2009-06-13T21:56:00.001+08:00

Fly away..
Two things i'm looking forward to now:
- PC SHOW!!
- SENTOSA!!

Feel what i feel

2009-06-12T22:23:00.004+08:00

Had a one bloody red eye for the whole day.
Don't even know if it's sore eyes anot, ZZZ.
Work today @6pm, Angela Yujia Alvin LH.
Terrible day because it rained, & had difficulties walking block to block.
Manage to get 2 interested customers, hopefully they'll call me back~
Saturday tomorrow! Oh, it's TGIF today! Goodness.
2pm to 930pm, 7h30mins of work tomorrow!
I shall hit a target of 2deals! God bless.
Am left with around 9sets of Amaths homeworks to do...
& Cherlene's leaving SG next week, how am i suppose to complete?!?
How great is my holiday? :)

Cross the bridge

2009-06-10T21:51:00.001+08:00

AM MEETING JQY FOR EARLY MAC BREAKFAST TOMORROW.
GUESS HOW EARLY?
GUESSSSSS!
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6 AMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!

Moonlit street

2009-06-08T20:36:00.005+08:00

Pictures on Friday night.

By roads, by songs entombed.

Had lunch with Yht before going over to Lavender for interview.
All time favourite MosBurger.
Saw many funny faces, new trend of shoes, stylish hair, cool tattoos.
Walked pass lotsa old buildings, under the scorching hot sun.
Golden mile complex is sure an eerie place..
Worthy trip!
Suntec to look for Eejin, little bitzy witzy while.
Training tomorrow, back to Lavender again.

I'm fine, i'm fine.
At least that's what i'm trying to convince myself
Even though i know i shouldn't

Overtime

2009-06-07T18:16:00.011+08:00

Words are like Vodka.
I should be more independent, i ought to be.
I don’t even know why i signed up for this shit.
This is a fucking torture... No, you don't understand.
Forgotten words, maybe avoiding isn't the option given.
If you try,
You'll be blindsided by something you never thought of;
That everything is brighter.
The burden on your shoulders has gotten lighter...
What's the next surprise in store?
No more, no more..

So i'll say, I quit.

[Edited]
Been online shopping with Ht since evening.
So many things to do & to buy after we got our pay.
A DEAL RIGHT YEOHUITING!
PLEASE DONT BE LATE TOMORROW YHT!!

HAD MY EYES STUCK ON THIS MONITOR FOR ALMOST 12HOURS.
OH MY GOODYNESS.

Apologize for my words being so messy!!

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

It takes more than that

2009-06-06T12:54:00.005+08:00

TGIF yesterday, was a hell.
Met up Majiahui, Shandy & Rach @Jp in the evening.
Arcade, spent hell lot there.
Safra(?) to check out the membership thing, hmm..
West coast plaza to settle down for our late dinner!
Seahsiewhoon sure took a really long time to come down.
BBQ chicken, the pasta made us all go @_@
Gossiped alot, something made Rach & me laughed so hard that the waiters were staring @us & laughing away too, crap. So crap.
Group pictures with Ssh, to be uploaded soon..

Its rhythm

2009-06-03T20:55:00.001+08:00

She's disenchanted, weak..
What's she standing for?
She has no idea anymore.
Boring holidays, is there anything new?

Nowhere to start

2009-06-02T19:41:00.001+08:00

This life is an off thing
Different at every turn

Alcoholic

2009-06-01T12:46:00.034+08:00

Note: Fuck care my red face
Alvin, Abloy, Marcus, Shaakir, Varandy, Jes, Ht, Jintao, Tlb, Lyx
Last minute BBQ @ Changi Beach Park, thanks to Varandy~
Bugis with Tlb first to get our stuffs, needa take a deep breath!
Mrt all the way to Pasir ris & cabbed over to Changi Beach Park.
Surprisingly, Mr Chong was there for our class BBQ.
But left before sunsets, ;/
The guys were doing the job while the girls sat & wait to be served!
Camwhore, True or Dare!
Alcohol, alcohol & more alcohol, so much that i'm feeling burned up.
48% of alcohol was cool.
Video of Jes dancing Nobody made us laugh like mad!!
Abloy, Marcus, Shaakir & Tlb left earlier~
Cleared up our pit & went over to the Beach.
Alvin Soon, i can walk straight hor. You cocky eyey.
For no reason, a cutecute black cat stared at me & Alvin. HAHA.
Space Cab home, & Jes kept laughing telling us that cab's cool.
HAHA, JES EVEN SAID WE WERE LIKE ONE BIG FAMILY, &
STARTED SINGING SHE'LL BE LOVED on 95.0 FM.
Cute 2d people, luvluv.
HOW SAD THAT I WAS THE LAST ONE TO REACH HOME?!?!
Got home near 3am & drop dead on my bed!!
Another 2d outing coming up! Yes please
Candids, Awarded Best Video..

Gone away.

2009-05-30T23:37:00.005+08:00

Freaking pissed off by the Yuhua suckers.
Airport to send Thai coach off, steamboat at Bugis for dinner.
Hmm, why am i feeling so weird ;O H1N1?
Jp arcade for almost 2hours, & got crazy in there.
Anyway, YEOHUITING! What a nightmare!!!
Just got back home, feeling damn shagggggg.
Guess what day is it tomorrow!
:D

PS. Thanks for the first gifts!

Check back for more updates.

Craved.

2009-05-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

Training
in
less
than
8
hours
time.
I've
yet
to
bathe.

Pick up those pieces.

2009-05-27T21:10:00.002+08:00

I realized that time moves on,
& everything that we learn changes how the memories flow.
Cool!
Anyway, i slept during lesson & lesson today.
Insufficient rest, even though i've been turning in early!
Oh crap, tell me what is this!!
Training tomorrow, still aching like an old woman.
Anyway, tennis during June holiday with 2d mates!
Seems like June hols' getting more exciting!!
Well well, i must turn in early tonight....

Fill in this blank.

Battle cry

2009-05-26T20:51:00.003+08:00

Delivered thought from you.

Overall results were not up to my expectations.
Disappointed, regretful.
I'll come back stronger next time!!
Last week of school, but ain't any last week for trainings!
Soso, it'll still be like a normal school days whereby i get up early
for Macbreakfast & get ready for training!
Will be having the last 2 trainings with Thaicoach on Friday & Saturday.
Hopefully no gym/physical training for us, at least for this week.
A killaaaa.
Oh, surprisingly Mummy asked me to find Part-time job during June hols!
Luck luck??
Lyx's worn out after training.
Am turning in soon, goodnight world!

The dreamers turn to nightmares, The hopeful become haunted.

Starstruck

2009-05-24T15:45:00.002+08:00

varandy says:
*poor people like me
*dont eat sushi
*eat sai
*:D

Lyx (*) starstruck. says:
*..................................

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Lyx (*) starstruck. says:
*u dont have that thing meh
*._.

taking babysteps again . says:
*tat ting ... every guy have lar!

Lyx (*) starstruck. says:
*.............................................

What's wrong with guys nowadays!
HAHAHAHA.

Hardcore

2009-05-23T15:42:00.001+08:00

training..........

And sooooooo, Goo Jun Pyo ended up with Geum Jandi.
HAHAHA, any idea what i'm talking bout! :D
Feel sad for Ji Hoo Sunbae ;(((((((

Against all odds

2009-05-22T20:21:00.006+08:00

The pages are fluttering
But the words are stuttering.
Hope has sank.
Got back my results, not a very good one.
Failed one subj, which is always Amaths.. But i'm glad i
did better than BBM! :D
I nearly died during training man, outdoor training.
Thai coach coached us while Shen jiao lian coached Sec1s.
Had gym after that! Seriously aching like F now.
If you see how Jqy walks, i swear you can laugh your heads off.
HAHAHA.
One more thing, we did some stuffs that aunties usually do, visit Qiuyun's blog!
Time for me to relax, there's training tomorrow!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Oh! Congratulations to Marcus for flunking his SS this time!!
Can i hold that long?

Believe

2009-05-21T20:17:00.003+08:00

Had VAS Setter course with Goheejin who's seriously crazy
over bubbletea for the whole day, at Presby.
Physical training for 1hour 30mins, & ball training for another 1hour 30mins.
Glad that we've learn new things which are pretty useful.
Another 2 trainings for this week!
Someone's tired, till then.

Whispering.

2009-05-20T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hands tell a story, a history, a tale.
What do your hands say about you?
(:
Life's been busy! *lazyyyy.

2009-05-17T00:57:00.006+08:00

It's 1am right now, & i'm still up eating Prima Deli's waffle.
Oh, someone got me a nickname, my very own nickname for him.
Well well~ cool huh Mao?
Slap you damn hard, yes i'm licking my mucus now, wanna help me?
^^
Guess i'm kinda addicted to Korea dramas & songs, cool!

Indefinable.

2009-05-16T20:41:00.006+08:00

Does a butterfly deserved to be pinned down?

Feels great to sweat it out in the afternoon today.
Oh well, i know exams' still going on.
But hey, don't i deserve a rest!
I got to know one really funny and sound-so-wrong name.
Yeah, i'm sick at this 'crucial point', 3 more papers to go
& let's partyyyyyyy!
Hmmm.. Gotta get back to my revision now, yes me, revision.
Terrible horrible flu..

It's almost impossible to describe in words. Impossible to define.
As impossible as trying to define you with words.

When it comes around

2009-05-15T20:27:00.003+08:00

What am i trying to get away from?
Losing all that i am, i'm losing my reasons.
Been going over to Jqy's house for consecutive 3 or 4days right after our papers.
Soso, what have we been doing for the whole afternoon?
Balled with Tlb, caught Hotel for Dogs online.
I think Jqy can make a Hotel for Cats huh!
Alright, i'm running out of words for now.

2009-05-13T21:41:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G7oGx2dImE8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBDoIn3BcbY&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vmBU5m-jdgE&feature=channel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NgTx6sIO8qw&feature=channel

SUPER DUPER UBER EFFING HILARIOUS.

La Da De!

2009-05-13T18:41:00.009+08:00

Don't cha know you're sitting on your own shit!

JIANG QIUYUN -> LAO QIU!
We were walking to the busstop after our papers..
3 of our ears were sucking to the earpiece..
Bus 154 came, & we were walking very slowly, until..

Jqy: AY 154! PAO PAO PAO!
Tlb: So far you sure anot! (Keep nagging)
Lyx: Si qiuyun, ni zhen de lao bu si ley!! (Keep shouting)
Jqy: Kuai dian kuai dian! Deng yi xia bus zou!! Pao!!!
I FUCKING SWEAR IT WAS DAMN HILARIOUS.

Ran 200m just to board a bus, we looked like some aunties!
Breathless after we got up the bus, HAHAHA.

1hour Combined Hist tomorrow.
I know someone out there is jealous, you know who!!
& It's La da de, la da de, la da da da da do!
Not la la de, la la de, la la da da da do!

HAHAHAHA.

Sent from heaven.

2009-05-12T20:39:00.007+08:00

Popcorn day today!
Intending to study @Jqy's house, in the end! ~~~
"Ai jiu zai yi qi" or whatever that show's called.
Unfruitful day, spend my day not revising a single shit,
not a good thing!!
Adding on to the nonstop sneezing i had today.. SWINE FLU?!?!!
Lastly, introducing Mr. Universe 2009
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Let's pause and take that moment..

Lust-

2009-05-11T20:07:00.001+08:00

I snap back,
Alone.

Have you ever..

2009-05-10T20:29:00.003+08:00

P-l-e-a-s-e g-e-t d-o-w-n t-o y-o-u-r r-e-v-i-s-i-o-n!
Had been sitting down facing this com for almost the whole day.
I think i'm gonna flunk my MYE badly..
Jqy getting addicted to 'Right Round' alrd, or should i say
she's alrd addicted to that song? Haha!
OH SHIT, WAIT, I'M FUCKING WASTING MY TIME BLOGGING.

I want to live & to forgive.

2009-05-10T15:07:00.006+08:00

Not all who wander are lost,
-who know are wise,
-who love are loving,
-who win, wins a prize.

Not all who take are selfish,
-who give are martyred,
-of space is empty,
-who live, exist.

Not all who feel are sensitive,
-who fall are weak,
-the smiles are real,

Not all you see is plausible,
-you think is right,
-you hope for comes your way,
-who hurt will fight.

Do you even get what i mean..

Grooming for him tomorrow!

Want this to be over

2009-05-09T19:19:00.004+08:00

I won't be bending over backwards anymore,
Only forward.
Jp Pepperlunch with V & Ray.
Couldn't find any place to study, so headed to Ray's house.
I swear his bedroom is fucking chio, hahha.
I don't think i study anything today.
Ray's freaking suay today.
My blog is getting more boring.

Calvin Cheong Da Xiang,
Good luck for your NS.
See you after few more years... ;(

Time to work this out.

2009-05-08T18:50:00.003+08:00

Hallucinations taking over my mind.
Now you should speak.
Tell me what to say, what you think or what should i do now.
I'm fucking gonna make someone wet her pants next week.
I'm no pushover.
Too many thoughts going on at once, not good....

Double it up.

2009-05-07T20:09:00.004+08:00

Bloody waiting for my pizza for dinner at BBM's house now
after tuition...
Amaths paper tomorrow, bet nobody wants to take the paper tomorrow.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Had my EL paper one and SS paper today.
1h45m for EL, & i slept for 1 damn hour.
SS was a screwed up, totally catch no balls.
Lyx, please don't flunk your MYE...

As clocks continue ticking

2009-05-06T19:24:00.004+08:00

You told me that i was wrong about love,
I said that maybe for once, you were right.
Doesn't matter no more, it was just a dream

Boom boom pow.

2009-05-04T20:37:00.002+08:00

When all is said & done the, only person you can't run from is yourself.
Since i've time to blog, why not i spend my time revising?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?
Let's feel the beat bitches.
I'm just joking, why so serious!
I've got lotsa nice & good people around me! :D

Ain't been missing.

2009-05-03T20:58:00.004+08:00

BBM's house --> Je lib with V,BH,BBM,Rgb --> Jp dinner 1st stop Jia xiang mian
2nd stop some cake place which i forgotten the name --> Arcade --> home sweet home.
I can faint anytime man...
Without fail, words always tear me down.

2009-05-02T22:24:00.005+08:00

Note to self:
Study at least 3hours a day.
Don't forget to have my lunch T.T
Colorful bodoh...

Catches fire.

2009-05-02T17:58:00.004+08:00

More than simple things ,
that you deserve..
that I deserve...

Can't believe i actually did 46 trigonometry questions in 2days..

Mini minnie.

2009-05-01T19:03:00.006+08:00

Studied for whole damn 6hours today!
Yay, starting to love maths! :D
I swear i'll spit my saliva right into my aunt's face if i hear
any more bad stuffs bout my parents.
Fuck pray that she's lucky, don't try me bitch _|_.
May baby!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUITINGYEO!

Phone call.

2009-04-30T18:49:00.010+08:00

"The left brain is associated with verbal, logical, and analytical thinking. It excels in naming and categorizing things, symbolic abstraction, speech, reading, writing, arithmetic. The left brain is very linear: it places things in sequential order -- first things first and then second things second, etc. If you reflect back upon our own educational training, we have been traditionally taught to master the 3 R's: reading, writing and arithmetic -- the domain and strength of the left brain."

HAHAHA, BEEN HEADACHING FOR THE WHOLE DAY.
WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS.
I STUDIED 24HOURS A DAY.
SUCK AMATHS PLEASE.

Steamboat!

Sad people like me has to wake up early tomorrow for tuition.
3hours of tuition....
3hours of tuition....
3hours of tuition....
I swear i can mug like crazy, but not as hiong as Becca!
I think i'm fuck mad.
No good no good no good..

Game over.

2009-04-28T17:39:00.002+08:00

SAD LIFE.
VERY VERY SAD LIFE.
VERY VERY VERY SAD LIFE.
VERY VERY VERY VERY SAD LIFE.
VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SAD LIFE.
Sighhhhhhhhhhhh......
Happy birthday Varandy!

Turn it on.

2009-04-27T19:39:00.006+08:00

Feeling fucking sucky today that i can scold everyone.
1st, milo phone!
2nd, fcuk gay derrick!
3rd, everything.
Nonetheless, these 3 lovely ones were there!
Love them.
I'm so gonna rot my ass for whole damn 10+hours listening to
teachers crapping & shitting, damn 10 school hours tomorrow.
Goodluck Lyx.
LET'S MUG LET'S MUG LET'S MUG.
WE CAN DO IT.

Day & night.

2009-04-25T23:27:00.004+08:00

Update tomorrow.

Hi balloon.

2009-04-24T21:45:00.004+08:00

I am sad because i was kena shoot by someone for the whole day
I was being forced to say things for the whole day
I was kena pangseh after someone's phone die on him.
I AM VERY ANGRY.
ICA, Orchard, Ikea, Jp, Home.
Will post again tomorrow/ Sunday.

New soul.

2009-04-19T20:33:00.004+08:00

Caught 4bia & House bunny yesterday, & i pathetically
turn in only when the clock strikes 1am. Someone knows why.
Went to BBM's house in the early afternoon for revision.
& damn him for slapping me.
V. came & we got down to work, for 1 stupid hour.
Spent the rest of the evening watching tv, crapping & eating.
Dinner @ his house & desserts @ Pioneer mall.
We discovered something~ :D
Im home! And i miss my bed.
Hmm.

Screwing up.

2009-04-17T19:35:00.004+08:00

You're hearing, but you're not listening.
You're looking, but you're not seeing.
Not everybody can be like you, not everybody'd want to be like you.
Cos when you do things, they've no meanings.
You feel that feelings are an imperfection, & will never be able to understand them.
Cos without those feelings that over time you've killed, understanding is non-existent.
You're looking at the page, identifying the words,
but they aren't affecting your thought process.
In the end, you were hearing me, but you're still not listening.
Bad week.

All or nothing.

2009-04-15T20:38:00.002+08:00

Fucked up mood.
You, please just leave me alone.
Time will tell you when i'm ready to talk to you agn.

Losing it.

2009-04-12T12:41:00.002+08:00

I miss you already.

Voices from my heart, hoping he'll stay.
Hoping it’s all a dream, cos we can’t stand the pain.
Hearing all we’ve gone through, we can't bear to see him leave.
His word "Sorry" is just enough to tear me down.
You taught me alot..

Time waits for no one.

2009-04-11T19:15:00.008+08:00

Bgirls 2010.

1st thai coach training:

I remembered how he trained us on the first day of trng.
Making us meditate, which we find it stupid.
Spike and run like mad cows.
We fell, we bled, but we chose not to give up.
He never fails to encourage us.
And our 1st U16 match as Bgirls, probably won't be able
to make it without him.
I used to hate him, alot.
But as time goes by, i finally knew his intention.
That is to make us grow stronger, a better player.
Upon hearing the sudden bad news today after training,
that he's leaving soon, and we actually thought he was joking.
But by looking how serious his face was, some of us teared.
We had our last few pictures taken with him before he went off.
Boombaboom ;(

"Sorry, see you in thailand."
"Think you can do it, you can.
Believe you will win, you will."

After all we've been through,
all the pain, all the anger, all the tears.
We're always waiting for the end.
But now, no longer. We dread to see him leave.
;(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
Please tell me this is just a nightmare?

Im in love with my own sins.

2009-04-10T16:19:00.003+08:00

I love rainy days, & it's good friday!
It never fails to make my day, although im lying dead
on my bed right now at home.
Been ages since i last attended church.
I am craving for Yogurts, Mosburger*winks @Rgb.
Spamming french toasts into my mouth now!

Crimewave.

2009-04-08T21:14:00.001+08:00

The past can be a good thing,
The best part is the moving on,
& the finding of a better dream.

Air war

2009-04-05T21:14:00.001+08:00

Fnn never fails to make me so pissed off.
Hmmmmmmm.

More precious than anything else.

2009-04-04T19:04:00.006+08:00

U16 Youth cup 2nd runner up.
Bdiv Westzone 3rd runner up.
Bdiv Nationals 2nd runner up.

Goodluck for your o's!

Fresh start.

2009-04-03T20:54:00.006+08:00

If fate fights against us, why don't we fight back?
;D

B division 2009!
We fought against the odds together.
Aiming high!
Training tomorrow, fresh start.
Afew more pictures not in yet, so..

Great 'world'.

2009-03-31T21:39:00.002+08:00

"We came to love by not finding a perfect person,
but to see a imperfect person perfect!"
Looks familiar anot, NBH.
CT2 Emaths & Chemistry today,
& i'm still happily posting here, oh great.
Brain ain't functioning well you see.
Hmm, what to do~

Catch a falling star.

2009-03-30T20:22:00.003+08:00

No one knows what goes inside, what lies within.
Every conversation we had, every word you said to me,
has all been erased from my mind.
Cos i know the one i've now is true.
I'm wondering how we came this way to find ourselves & then hate.
Restless, trust & believe?
I'm sick of it, i forgive & forget.
Let's get ourselves out of this circle.
Painless?

We're in this circle tgt.

2009-03-29T16:03:00.003+08:00

[Edited/]

My life is like a war man.
& so, i'm gonna clear up and throw all the bad memories away.
CT2 is coming up, a very short semester.
& i studied none of the subjects.
Oh well, i'm prepared for the results.
Just put horse come.
(:
I can't pretend everything's alright.
But i can forgive and forget.